I don’t want to be red
I don’t want to be blue
I can’t seem to get these colors to mix to be something new
Royal purple
Why can’t I be both?
Would it make life too verbose?
Oh I
just want to exercise my mind
Oh I
just want to exercise my heart
Oh I
just want to have a family
I want to have a career we can all be proud of from the start
Why are these decisions complex and nuanced?
The forces of life can be so staunch
I see where I am and where I can be
working towards one or the other feels like choosing sides of me
I’d try
and I’ll try
and I’ll try once again
I may have to choose someday
for now
I’ll try
and I’ll try
and I’ll try once more
to see if life’s blessings
are all in store
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